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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      No_Archive_Warnings_Apply, Underage
  Category:
      F/F
  Fandom:
      Steven_Universe_(Cartoon)
  Relationship:
      Lapis_Lazuli/Peridot_(Steven_Universe)
  Character:
      Lapis_Lazuli_(Steven_Universe), Peridot_(Steven_Universe)
  Additional Tags:
      Alcohol, Sexual_Content, Porn_With_Plot, Alternate_Universe_-_College/
      University, Alternate_Universe_-_Human, Internalized_Homophobia, Coming
      Out, Vaginal_Fingering, Crushes, Friends_With_Benefits, Friends_to
      Lovers, Consent, there_is_so_much_communication_and_consent_in_this,
      Cunnilingus, Oral_Sex, Homophobia, Just_gals_being_pals
  Stats:
      Published: 2016-03-04 Completed: 2016-03-09 Chapters: 7/7 Words: 17706
****** A Week ******
by teamchaosprez
Summary
     Who knew that a single night of drunken sex could push Peridot and
     Lapis from being roommates with a mutual crush to regularly fucking
     and maybe - just maybe - eventually becoming girlfriends and standing
     up to the homophobia surrounding both of their family lives.
Notes
     So I challenged myself to write a seven chapter fic in one week, and
     this is what this is. Daily updates until completion. Hopefully
     anyway. There will be smut, mild or explicit, in almost every
     chapter, so read with caution. Before you ask; yes, they are in love
     with each other, but have yet to admit it.
     This chapter's name is "Saturday" because it takes place on a
     Saturday. Yes, this whole thing is going to happen in the course of
     one week both real-time and in-fic.
See the end of the work for more notes
***** Day One - Saturday, The Night of the Party *****
Peridot was completely, absolutely, and undeniably wasted.
She didn't need a blood alcohol level test to know it – she had just gone to
her first college party in the middle of her second semester of freshman year,
which also meant that she had just gotten her first taste of alcohol that
wasn't limited to a sip at church every Sunday when she was still living with
her parents and would undoubtedly have to as soon as summer started up. In
fact, she had almost skipped out on the party altogether, and wasn't entirely
sure if she was glad that Jasper had convinced her or if she was absolutely
regretting it. She supposed she would be able to tell that when the hangover
started – and she was bound to regret it if she was going by that. Whatever.
She was a college student, so she was allowed to make decisions that would
definitely going to make her parents disappointed in her if they ever found
out. As if being a lesbian didn't do that enough – and she was in the closet
due to their homophobia anyway, so it wasn't like they had anything else to be
pissed at her about.
Unfortunately, as she found out when her roommate Lapis – who had drunk about
as much as her but could handle her alcohol ten times better – was helping her
to her dorm, her feigned straightness was absolutely no match for the influence
of several shots of tequila. She'd already had a massive crush on the slightly
older girl – Lapis was eighteen and had graduated with the class she'd been in
since kindergarten, whereas Peridot was seventeen until August and had skipped
the first grade – and now that she was drunk, said crush had made its way to
the forefront of her mind. Her gaze kept wandering to the Hawaiian girl, with
her short and messy black hair with blue tips and the expression on her face
that was almost too tired for someone that had only been a legal adult for the
last four months or so. She had a sort of quiet sadness to her, and a mystery
that Peridot had been longing to solve since they met back in August. And now
that her judgment was somewhat clouded and she had already made one bad
decision, well, she couldn't see the harm in another one.
Lapis escorted her to the couch in front of the TV and checked to make sure
that she needed anything, which Peridot thought was sweet and was also
embarrassed to see that it had made her blush. At first, the blonde said no,
though she quickly backtracked; “Actually, I was, uh, hoping you might like to
keep me company for a little while?,” she asked, but probably in a far more
slurred and tilted tone than she heard. She wanted to... have... sex with
Lapis. People had intercourse when they were wasted all the time, right? She
could probably just pass it off as her being drunk off her ass in the morning,
even if she knew that the older girl – who was smarter than she let on – would
be able to see through that in just s moment. Lapis was from a situation much
like hers, had ranted about it several times, and occasionally would be worked
up to tears by her own internalized homophobia – and she knew that it was even
more severe for her, because she had gone to a Catholic school where theology
classes pounded it into students' heads on at least a weekly basis that
homosexuality was a sin. At least Peridot had only had to suffer through going
to church and listening to her parents discuss the politics of it whenever it
came on television... and yet, Lapis had been out for the last two years of her
life, and had been kicked out and disowned as soon as college started because
of it.
Maybe one of the reasons she was so enamored with the older girl was because
she was brave enough to go through all of that and still come out of it as a
stronger version of herself. She was everything that Peridot wasn't – reckless,
kind of rebellious, assertive, brave, beautiful. The blonde couldn't help but
feel that... maybe... she and her roommate would make a good couple, would help
each other grow up and love each other while doing so. But, of course, that
mostly just came around in the form of getting thirsty for her and wanting some
good old fashioned lesbian sex while drunk off her ass. Yeah, she was
exceedingly ashamed of herself, and it was becoming stronger by the minute, but
whatever. She would figure it out as she went along instead of having a well
developed plan... and she could feel herself making an unforgivably massive
amount of mistakes already.
She must have missed the answer to her question, because by the time she had
shaken herself and gotten out of her thoughts, Lapis was sitting next to her
and putting some ocean documentary on Netflix. Peridot blinked, stunned, before
just turning her attention to the electronic in front of them and trying to
focus on the blurred shapes moving around on the screen. She was wearing her
glasses, but everything was still all wonky in her vision – she wondered how
many shots of tequila she'd had, and wondered if it would be a good idea to
ask... though it didn't take long for her thought process to wander back to how
the hell she would go about wooing Lapis. She supposed that she could start out
smile, like resting her head on the other's shoulder, but that might be seen as
creepy, or she could just be blunt and let it out immediately. Well, people
always said that being straightforward was the best way to go about things, so
why not?
And that's the story of how Peridot turned to her crush of six months and
asked, “Would you like to have sex with me, Lapis?”
Dead silence followed for a couple of seconds, though it felt like years. The
older girl slowly turned her head to stare at her, an appalled expression in
her deep blue eyes. “What.”
“Do you want to – y'know – have sex with me?,” Peridot repeated, faltering a
little. “I've, uh. Liked you since we met. And I'm gay, but I'm in the closet
because my parents disapprove of gay people. And I'm drunk and kind of fed up
with pretending, so would you like to have sex with me?”
Lapis was worryingly silent for a few more moments before she finally replied.
“Peri, your judgment is clouded. You're drunk. You can't really consent like
this, and you'll probably spend the next several years of your life regretting
it. So as cute as you are and as much as I like you back, nah, I think I'll
pass. But I'm impressed with you for asking so bluntly like that.”
Oh, no, she hadn't just poured out her desires to the girl she liked to get
rejected just because she was drunk! She was the one initiating it, for
Christ's sake, she wasn't going to call date rape or anything like that, and
she would definitely remember it later anyway. The blonde rested her head on
Lapis' arms and gave her the most pleading look she could manage, green eyes
wide and lower lip sticking out slightly. “Come on, Lapis,
pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeease? It took me getting drunk to work up the courage to ask
you, but I know what I'm doing, I promise!” She probably sounded a little
desperate, but she was beyond caring at the moment. Her arms wrapped around
Lapis, cheek smooshed against her arm.
The olive skinned girl hesitated for a while, biting her lower lip, before she
sighed and relented. “Okay, okay, but if you start feeling uncomfortable or
like you don't want to do this anymore, you have to tell me,” she spoke in a
stern tone before just going for it, moving forward to connect their lips in a
kiss that was heated just as Peridot was nodding her head in agreement. The
blonde wasted no time in cooperating, tilting her head for easier access. She
had never done anything like this before, so she was trusting Lapis to know
what she was doing and take care of everything.
The older of the two began trailing kisses down her jawline and to her throat,
making Peridot make a soft noise of approval. Her inexperience must have been
obvious based on how many noises she was making just with the very beginning
stages of their foreplay, and she might have been a little embarrassed about it
if she wasn't a) drunk as hell and b) very caught up in the moment. Lapis
slowly eased her so that she was laying on her back on the couch, being very
gentle; Peridot was almost surprised by the tenderness that her roommate was
using.
Lapis slowly removed her own shirt, and Peridot could do nothing but gawk – she
was even prettier when partially naked than she was when she was dressed, if
that was even possible. Her stomach was flat, but not unhealthily so, and her
shoulders were a bit more strong than most would expect due to her history as
the swim captain of every team she had found herself on. Her breasts were just
the right size – B cups, maybe – and looked very soft, and the blonde wanted to
touch them more than anything else. Her skirt was unclasped and dropped to the
side, and Peridot's attention was brought to her thin legs and softly rounded
hips, the curves small enough to be disguised easily by clothes. She wore lacy
panties and a light teal bra, complete with a bow in the middle. The younger of
the two swallowed dryly – it wasn't fair how gorgeous Lapis was!
Her roommate shifted off the couch slightly so she could helpher strip, and
while Peridot hadn't been particularly insecure about her body before, she
certainly was in light of such a fucking lovely human being. Still, she
cooperated, shifting so that it wouldn't be overly difficult. Peridot herself
had quite a quite large bust and generous curves at her hips, but she was...
rather chubby, with a depressing amount of pudge on her stomach and thick
thighs. Her skin was pasty and pale, and underneath her clothes she just wore
black boxers and a sports bra. “You're such a lesbian,” Lapis commented on her
choice of underwear as she quit her attention on her in order to shift around
to unclasp her own bra and toss it to the side with the rest of their clothes,
making her splutter and blush.
“Says the one who is literally about to have sex with another girl!,” the
blonde replied indignantly, though she reached around to follow suit and fumble
with her own bra clasp. Lapis giggled slightly in response, and Peridot's face
was burning red when she finally got her undergarment off and tossed it to the
side in a similar fashion to her partner. It landed about a foot away from the
rest of the pile of clothes – thankfully, the older girl didn't comment on it
and instead leaned forward to press a gentle kiss in the valley between her
breasts. The blonde moaned softly.
“So are you,” she finally pointed out, proceeding to press a bunch of kisses
against her stomach – that tickled, though Peridot stubbornly kept herself from
laughing, unable to do much but squirm. “You know, you're pretty adorable,”
Lapis muttered against her skin, and whilst the geek was tempted to snap back
that no, she wasn't, she really didn't want to ruin what was going on. “I'm
looking forward to hearing the sounds you make later.”
While the lewdness of the statement normally would have made Peridot squawk out
loud, right now it just made the heat building up in her gut even stronger.
Lapis kissed her way down to just beneath the blonde's navel, and her heart
gave a slight lurch of anticipation, watching with wide eyes as the older girl
hooked one finger around the waistband of her panties and gently pulled them
down. “Oh, my god, you're already soaked,” the older girl mumbled in a tone
that was almost one of wonder, and Peridot was about to yell at her for just
gawking when she felt a single finger drag up the slit of her entrance. The
blonde let out a soft noise that was almost a moan, resting her head back and
closing her eyes in a state of just relaxation.
Lapis continued simply stroking her for a couple of moments, and Peridot was
content to just let her do that – but the steadily yet torturously slowly
growing heat in her gut demanded more out of the experience. “P-please,” she
eventually stuttered, half lidded green eyes glancing up at the slightly
childish face of her roommate. Dark blue optics glanced at her momentarily
before Lapis gave a nod of understanding and pushed one finger inside – and the
overwhelming sensation, however expected and needed it was, made the blonde's
back arch and a loud moan to push past her throat.
“Are you okay?,” the older of the two asked, freezing where she was but not
pulling her finger out. It was appreciated that she was concerned, and a moment
was given for the blonde to adjust before she nodded, giving Lapis the okay to
continue. The black and blue haired girl bit her lip momentarily before gently
beginning to push her digit in and out of Peridot's heat, earning a series of
soft little moans and whimpers as the younger reentered a state of relaxation,
hips occasionally jutting upwards despite the fact that sweet pleasure was
being given to her without any effort being required on her part.
Lapis' free hand gently stroked her sides and stomach, the soft touches earning
more tiny noises from the blonde. It didn't take all that long for her to want
more, and one shaky hand rested against the older girl's wrist, a pleading look
being given. Lapis seemed unsure for just a moment before carefully inserting a
second finger to join the first, prompting another moan from the younger girl –
this time, it wasn't all that overwhelming or painful, just a relief.
The taller of the two crooked her fingers just in the right way, pressing
against a particularly sensitive spot inside of Peridot, and her back arched
again, a soft whimper leaving her. She let her head rest back against the soft
cushion of the couch, and Lapis seemed to have noticed that she had hit just
the right spot, because the next few thrusts were aimed there. The blonde was
in absolute bliss, complete putty in the older girl's hands, moans and whimpers
turning into incomprehensible babbles and the occasional vocalization of Lapis'
name.
Peridot had read enough late night fanfiction to know what the building coil of
hot tension in her lower abdomen was, and she was a bit humiliated that it was
happening so fast, but – this was her first time, and she couldn't really blame
herself all that much... she sure as hell wasn't going to hold back her first
orgasm, especially with a partner so gentle and understanding as Lapis was
being. So she let herself get built up, slowly losing herself to her lust,
breathing becoming labored.
A thumb was pressed against the sensitive bundle of nerves, and she completely
lost whatever grip she had, climaxing with a soft shriek; her vision went
partially white around the edges, and harsh waves of pleasure ran up and down
her spine as her hips uselessly bucked upwards. Lapis guided her through it,
gently rubbing at her walls and letting her ride it out. When Peridot
eventually came down from the high, the older girl carefully removed her
fingers and wiped the fluid that had built up on them off on the side of the
couch.
“How do you feel?,” she asked softly, pressing a soft and chaste kiss on the
blonde's forehead.
Honestly, Peridot was beat, but she also felt... rather satisfied and happy, a
soft glow in her chest. She gave Lapis a small smile and a thumbs up, trying
with all her might to not fall asleep on her. “Good, but also exhausted. I... I
wish I could take care of you, but I... don't think I can, I'm exhausted...
sorry...,” she was sheepish by the time she finished talking, glancing away. “I
promise I will next time, though! This... this was my first time.”
“I understand,” the dark haired girl responded, working her arms underneath her
and gently picking her up with surprising strength, rising off the couch and
carrying her back to her bedroom. “Don't worry about it, I got really tired
after my first time, too. There doesn't have to be a second time if you don't
want to, but if you do, I won't complain if you decide to treat me. You spend
about three quarters of your time just on video games. I'm sure you'll do
great,” she gently laid Peridot down on the bed, pulling the covers so that she
was shrouded in warmth, and she was grateful for it.
“Will you lay with me?,” she asked in a voice that was almost childishly
hopeful, and was almost embarrassingly pleased when the older girl complied and
crawled under the covers with her. Lapis gently wrapped her arms around
Peridot, who nestled into the hold, turning over so she could snuggle up more
efficiently. She was definitely falling asleep, already feeling the void
calling for her from deep inside her mind. “G'night,” she mumbled in a voice
that was slurred with fatigue.
“Night,” Lapis replied in a soft voice, pressing a second kiss to her forehead.
With that, the blonde drifted off into a dreamless sleep, still snuggled up to
her roommate.
***** Day Two - Sunday, The Morning After *****
Chapter Summary
     Lapis and Peridot have a surprisingly smooth Sunday morning with a
     small discussion of what their relationship is. (No sexual content
     this chapter)
Chapter Notes
     Should I tag this as "Underage" just in case, since Peridot is
     seventeen? I'm assuming that the legal age of consent for Delmarva is
     16 like it is for Maryland, and she IS living away from her parents
     on a college campus.
This was not the first time that Lapis Lazuli woke up after a night of drinking
curled up with another girl mostly naked. It was, however, the first time that
she had done so in her own bedroom, and was the first time she had done so
finding herself next to someone that she genuinely had feelings for. She was
the first of the two to blink into consciousness, dulled and drowsy eyes of
dark blue forcing themselves open to discover Peridot fast asleep next to her –
and, shit, she was even cuter asleep than she was awake. She had a resting
bitch face, and her cheek was pressed up against the pillow so that her face
was a bit smooshed together, and when they were so close Lapis could finally
see that the blonde had a light splash of freckles, less obvious than her own,
splattered across her nose. The taller girl's heart lurched in her chest,
though she quickly decided that Peridot would probably wake up and freak out if
she saw her standing there, so she got up and walked over to her dresser to get
dressed. It being a Sunday morning, she probably didn't need to put on anything
but sweatpants and a t-shirt... which was probably good, considering the faint
pounding in the back of her head that came with being slightly hungover thanks
to several shots the night before.
It didn't take long for Peridot to wake up – Lapis could see her shifting in
bed by the time she was clasping on a bra, and could see the slight confusion
on her face when she realized that she was in a different room. What she didn't
expect, though, was the expression of horror that probably indicated her
remembering the events of the previous night or piecing it together from the
fact that she was naked and Lapis was getting dressed across the room. A pang
of guilt sliced through the older girl's chest – she should have just said no,
should have gone with everything that had been drilled into her head when she
decided to educate herself on things like sex and consent. “Morning, sunshine,”
she spoke in a casual tone despite feeling remorse somewhere deep inside.
“Don't worry, we didn't get married or whatever like in The Hangover, we just
had sex. Fuck. That sounds bad. Um, I'm sorry, you were kind of drunk off your
ass and I probably should have just not gone along with it.”
“Oh,” the blonde responded in a blank tone, looking around the room – this
might have been her first time inside, or maybe she was just looking around for
something to focus on other than Lapis herself. “I know, I remember it... and,
um, it's not that I regret it, it was actually pretty nice, I just – can't
believe I was drunk enough to come out, confess that I like you, and lose my
virginity in the same night,” She swallowed dryly. “I... please don't tell my
parents, or anyone. I haven't come out to anyone but you and Jasper – I won't
be eighteen until August, they can still send me to some reform camp if they
really wanted to, and I don't need that. Just between me and you.”
Lapis was a little hurt that she would even consider the possibility that she
might out her to her parents – they had known each other's family situations
since the beginning of the first semester, and she wasn't that big of an
asshole even if she didn't know. “Yes, Peri, because I'm exactly the type of
girl to walk up to someone's parents and go 'yo, I had sex with your daughter
the other night, hope you don't mind her sins,'” she spoke in a sarcastic tone
before turning around and pulling herself onto the dresser, crossing her legs
and resting her arms on top of them. She could hear her grandmother screaming
at her to straighten her posture, and the woman had been dead for six years.
“Don't worry, Dotsy. Your secret's safe with me. Well. Our secret. I couldn't
really imagine what my parents would do if I had to be outed to them in the
form of some girl I slept with tattling on me,” She shivered a little, mostly
for dramatic effect but also partially because that honestly was a terrifying
thing to think about.
Peridot snorted a little, then pulled Lapis' blanket a little tighter around
her body. Part of her wondered why she was being so modest, but most of her
knew that it was probably because she was sober and more in control of herself
now. “Do you have a baggy shirt I could borrow? Or a nightgown, or something
like that? I know most of your clothes probably wouldn't fit me, but...”
“... You don't want to walk all the way back to your room in the nude,” Lapis
finished for her, already fishing around one of her drawers for a shirt that
might be able to fit the other girl. “I know how you feel. But just in case I
can't find one, don't be ashamed. I already know that you're absolutely
adorable naked,” she didn't even need to turn around to know that Peridot's
face at turned a bright red in a blush, and probably her neck and shoulders and
part of her chest as well.
Eventually, though – and probably to Peridot's relief – she did manage to dig
out an oversized blue shirt that she had once used to cover herself on trips to
the beach in which she had forgotten sunscreen and avoid serious sunburns. She
quickly unfolded it, took a whiff to make sure that it didn't smell too bad,
and tossed it back to the blonde. “One shirt that might actually fit, straight
from the Lapis Lazuli Archives of Old Clothing,” she announced as if it was
some sort of big deal, which prompted a slight snort from the other girl.
Mission accomplished. “Alright, drama queen, go ahead and pull it on and you
can walk all the way across the kitchen to get changed,” she was just teasing,
not at all meaning to be any sort of cruel, and hopefully Peridot had lived
with her long enough to be able to tell the difference between her genuine
bitterness and when she was just comfortable enough in their... whatever the
hell they had to joke around and tease. Judging by the amused look on her face
and complete lack of a hurt expression, Lapis supposed she did – which was
nothing but good.
“I thank you with all my gay little heart,” she responded in an equally
dramatic and kind of sarcastic tone, shrugging off the blanket in order to pull
the shirt on over her head. Lapis forced herself to glance up for the sake of
respecting Peridot's privacy. “Seriously, though, thanks. For... not judging
me, and going along with my drunken weirdness, letting me sleep in your bed,
and lending me a shirt that isn't tight against my tits to an unbearable level.
Damn, I think I might be several years in debt to you. Do I owe you my
firstborn?,” She was clearly joking, or at least Lapis hoped she was.
The older freshman pretended to think about it for a moment, tapping her chin
with her fingers and swinging her feet so that they kicked against the dresser
every once in a while. “Weeeellllll,” she began, drawing out the word on
purpose, “I dooooo like kids... but I don't like holding people to debts. So
nah, I think you're off the hook, Dotsy,” She replied, eventually just hopping
off the surface and walking over to the younger girl – now that she wasn't
stark naked, she didn't think it would be awkward for the other for her to
approach. “If you're, um, sore down there, I can help you walk,” she offered,
remembering with a grimace the night she had lost her virginity – she had been
too overcome by a dull ache to make her way back to the dorm all weekend, and
had returned to find Peridot worriedly pacing the floor and demanding where the
fuck she had been. It was... not a fun experience, and she wanted to make this
'morning after' a more pleasant one for the blonde. Hell, she'd even make an
attempt to make breakfast despite her eternal dislike for being in the kitchen.
“I think I can handle it,” Peridot replied, sliding to her feet from the side
of the bed and proceeding to stumble and need to be caught. “I just have... a
killer headache, and I kind of feel like I'm going to be sick. Is this what a
hangover feels like? Because if it is, I have no clue how you can do this
almost every weekend,” She seemed to get steadier as she got used to being on
her feet, though, able to walk towards the door with each step being more even.
Lapis walked over and opened the door for her, bowing dramatically as the
shorter girl stepped out and started walking towards her bedroom. Peridot
rolled her eyes, which was enough to tell the older girl that they were, in
fact, fine – nothing had been ruined by a drunken decision to have sex on a
Saturday night, and for some reason, that was a massive relief. In fact... if
anything, things were helped... now they were both aware of their feelings for
each other, and most awkwardness as far as nudity went had been absolutely
depleted.
As Peridot walked to her bedroom, Lapis made a beeline for the (depressingly
tiny) kitchen with the intention to pull out what she needed to make pancakes.
Just as she had climbed up on one of the counters to rifle through the cabinets
to look for a bowl big enough to mix the batter, though, she heard a soft voice
mutter her name in a tone that was unnecessarily quiet and bashful for a space
in which they were the only ones to live and also the only ones present.
Despite any annoyance she felt about that, the older girl turned slightly to
respond with a simple “What's up, buttercup?,” and then proceed to scold
herself for using a line typically only uttered by suburban white dads.
“What are we?,” Peridot asked in a voice that almost sounded like a sheepish
tone, standing in the doorway to her room. “I mean... we were friends before,
but now we've had sex, and... told each other that we really like each other,
so I mean... we can't be just friends, you know? I mean... I know that some
friends have sex together, but... that just seems kind of awkward.”
“We can call our relationship whatever you feel comfortable calling it,” Lapis
responded, turning back to rifle through the multiple bowls in the cupboard,
partially to hide the fact that she was blushing somewhat deeply. “If you wanna
be girlfriends, I'm cool with that. I'm alright with being just friends with
benefits too. Just as long as you don't want to call us gal pals, because I've
heard enough of that phrase to last me the next seven or eight lifetimes,” She
shuddered a bit, jokingly, just from thinking of it – heteronormativity was
bound to be the death of her.
“... Let's just go without a label for now. I mean, I would love to be
girlfriends, but I... don't want to have to come out to my family yet, and
it... feels very mean to just hide a relationship from them. And I don't wanna
be just friends either, because I really do like you, and I do want to... do
that again sometime. If you want, I mean!,” the last sentence was tacked on
quickly – Peridot was a bit of a blabbermouth when she was flustered, which was
something Lapis thought was adorable. “So maybe, like... we're somewhere
between girlfriends and gal pals.”
“I said not to use that term!”
Peridot ducked into her room just as she was scolded, snickering in the most
simultaneously annoying and cute way that Lapis had ever heard. The taller girl
rolled her eyes and went back to looking for a mixing bowl... and hoping that
she wouldn't make a mess out of the kitchen.
 
***** Day Three - Monday, the Evening of Family Problems *****
Chapter Summary
     Peridot is having some issues in the family department, and Lapis has
     to help her out. (No sexual content in this chapter)
Chapter Notes
     This chapter was originally going to be chapter four but I???
     Couldn't bring myself to write a smut chapter because I was having
     issues. This turned into a vent hahaha.
See the end of the chapter for more notes
When Lapis made her way back to the dorm after her Monday class and found that
Peridot was not sitting on the couch screaming at twelve year olds on  Call of
Duty  like she normally would be, she was a little concerned, but not enough to
spiral straight into being worried - sometimes, the blonde would be in more of
a mobile game mood and be locked up in her room, but that wasn’t often, so she
could quickly brush it off. She didn’t  actually  get worried until she called
out “Peri, I’m home,” and got no answer - something was wrong. Peridot should
have shouted out a reply. She was  never  asleep at eight in the evening, being
more of a night owl, and if she had gone out then she would have followed the
system and texted Lapis where she was going, what she was currently wearing,
and the cell number of whoever she was going with (neither of them was
completely blind to what needed to be done just in case something happened, so
they had fallen into a pattern of relying on each other to keep track of where
they were at what points if one of them went missing or was abducted).
She managed to swallow the gnawing anxiety down, and decided to check and see
if her roommate was just taking a nap. If she wasn’t, then she would try to
call her, and if she didn’t pick up on the third try she would call campus
police. A perfectly formidable plan, and one that couldn’t go wrong, she
thought - more of a use than just pacing around and trying to figure out if
something was actually wrong. Heaving a heavy sigh to try and calm her rampant
paranoia, the dark haired girl walked over to the wooden door that separated
the kitchen slash living room from Peridot’s bedroom… and didn’t know if she
was relieved to hear crying coming from within or seriously feel concerned. On
the one hand, her dorky little roommate was hopefully safe and in their suite,
but on the other, she was extremely upset… Lapis didn’t think that she had ever
actually seen her cry before, so  something  must have been seriously wrong.
Peridot was normally one to throw temper tantrums and go into fits of rage, not
burst into inconsolable tears like she was right now;  Lapis  was the one that
usually cried over everything.
The older freshman knocked twice on the door, gnawing on her lower lip and
trying to keep her voice from sounding  too  worried. “Can I come in, or do you
want to be alone?,” she asked, proceeding to hold her hands together behind her
back. “I can… get you some ice cream or chocolate or something, and you can
talk to me about whatever’s wrong if you want. I promise I won’t judge you if
it’s over something that you think is stupid,” she continued, fiddling her
fingers a little and waiting for a response. Admittedly, she had no clue what
to do to calm somebody down from crying -  especially  when it was someone that
usually  didn’t  cry. She knew what made  herself  feel better, but for all she
knew, just trying the methods that generally worked on her might make somebody
else feel even worse. The silence that followed her talking from the other end
of the door only made her anxieties even worse - she didn’t tell many people,
but she did have a bit of a fear of human interaction, and wasn’t all that
great at empathizing with most people when talking to them face to face.
Eventually, though, Peridot did respond, her voice thick and quiet. She must
have just been taking a moment to reply because she was trying to stop her own
crying - she didn’t have to do that, and Lapis felt a little bad that she felt
like she needed to. “You can come in, I guess, you don’t have to bring any food
or anything,” the blonde spoke, and just as the older freshman was opening the
door, she suddenly continued, “But chocolate would be nice, I guess. Or just
ice cream completely drenched in chocolate syrup. I went shopping this morning
while you were at work, so there should be more of both in the freezer and the
fridge.” Her tone was a bit more hopeful than it had been before.
Lapis rushed over to the kitchen and prepared a rather generous bowl of ice
cream and chocolate syrup, wondering the entire time what exactly the blonde
could be crying about - there was always the possibility that it was just the
stress of being a college student, but… if somebody had hurt her in any way,
then there would be hell to pay as soon as Lapis got their name. It took her
maybe three minutes to finish getting the snack ready and head back to
Peridot’s room, and once she was at the door, all she really did was announce
that she was about to come in and did exactly that.
The sight that greeted her just about broke her heart in two. Peridot was
curled up against the headboard of her bed with her blankets hugged tightly to
her chest like a teddy bear, face red from crying and tear tracks trailing down
her cheeks. Her phone had been thrown across the room and was now seated on top
of a pile of dirty laundry, and that pretty much confirmed that later, Lapis
would have to kick some ass. But for now, within moments of entering the room,
all she really did was hurry over, set the bowl on Peridot’s nightstand, and
pulled the younger freshman into her arms. The blonde tensed up at first, and
Lapis was about to pull away and apologize, but before she could Peridot
wrapped her arms around her in a death grip and burst into tears once again,
occasionally hiccuping or murmuring an apology. Lapis just held her close and
let her, gently running slender fingers through chopped short blonde hair and
rocking back and forth. Hopefully, that was helping, but it was impossible to
tell if it was doing that or hurting because Peridot was completely
inconsolable and her sobs didn’t lighten.
It took a few moments for the poor girl to be able to get any words out, and
when she did, they were basically limited to calling herself disgusting, or a
freak, or unnatural, or something along those lines. Lapis felt sick just
listening to it - she knew how it felt to have such a low opinion of oneself,
and she would never wish that upon anybody, much less someone she cared about
as much as she did Peridot. She was increasingly saddened that the younger
freshman would even think about saying anything like that, and extremely
enraged that anybody would even  think  about putting those thoughts in her
head. The older freshman was, as many people put it, a ‘firecracker,’ but this
was one of the few times that she felt that her anger was entirely justified,
but also one of the even fewer times that she was genuinely concerned about
causing damage by letting it out, so she just expressed her growing aggression
by squeezing Peridot a little bit tighter. That, at least, might be a
consolation.
“No, you’re not,” she finally found it in her to contradict what was being
said. “Peri, you’re brilliant and beautiful and so, so important to me and a
bunch of other people. I promise, you’re not disgusting or a failure or a freak
or anything like that,” she gently tugged the younger girl away from her
abdomen so she could look her in the eyes as she spoke. “I promise you, you are
one amazing human being, and there’s nothing anybody says that can change that.
Not even you.”
That seemed to help somewhat, because Peridot sniffled and hiccupped but did
stop crying, shivering a little and giving a small nod before returning her
face to where it had been before; buried in Lapis’ chest.  The older freshman
glanced over at the melting treat to the side where she had left it, then
carefully grabbed it and held it close to Peridot so that she could take it if
she wanted. She ended up doing just that, moving so that she could sit next to
Lapis and gloomily downing a few spoonfuls.
“Can I ask what brought this up?,” Lapis asked, though she was a little afraid
to hear the answer - and maybe a little anxious to find out so that she could
begin to piece together a plan to beat the crap out of whoever thought it had
been a good idea to  dare  hurt her precious Peridot’s feelings. She would make
them cry just as hard as her dorky roommate almost-girlfriend just had, and
then proceed to kick them right into next week. Imagining that made her feel a
little bit better about things, made her feel like she wasn’t just uselessly
standing by trying to help fix something she couldn’t.
“FaceTimed my parents,” Peridot replied, shifting so that her face was slightly
hidden by the bowl of ice cream. “I kind of slipped a little and mentioned how
nice it is that there’s an LGBT club on campus, and they went off about how
awful it is that the school is condoning such a sinful action. They started
talking about pulling me out and getting me transferred to a Catholic college
near their place so I won’t be ‘tainted’ by the presence of those  awful  gay
and trans people,” she was starting to shake slightly, and Lapis was tempted to
put a hand on her shoulder and tell her to stop before she worked herself up
into an anxiety attack, but she had already continued talking. “I panicked and
hung up on them before they could finish. God, Lapis, they probably figured it
out just by that, I - I’m such a  disappointment,  I wish I could just…  change
who I am and go back and be straight or - or something. I… I  forgot  how awful
hearing things like that feels, I… I  can’t  go back home and be forced to go
to a Christian college where I’ll have to hear shit like that every day, I just
can’t…”
“Peridot, don’t talk like that,” Lapis responded in a tone that was almost too
harsh for the situation at hand, but she was becoming honestly distressed and
couldn’t help it. “You  aren’t  a disappointment for being who you are, they’re
just… biased, and being ridiculous. It’s not your fault they’re like that… it’s
the fault of society and Christianity as a whole, I promise,” she hoped that
she was helping, and not sounding like an unsympathetic asshole… she remembered
what it was like to be in a heavily Christian family, and remembered what it
was like to have things like that drilled into her head. It had made her feel
better to blame society and human interactions instead of just her parents
since that was easier to hold a grudge to, and considering that Peridot was a
very logic based person, it might help her too. “I… I bet that they think
they’d be helping by making you transfer colleges. They’re probably doing it
because they love you, and if you talk to them, then I’m sure they’ll see that
they’re hurting you and stop.” She hoped so, anyway - she hoped the Greens
weren’t as big assholes as the Lazulis had been, because she didn’t think she
could stomach it if Peridot had to go through the same thing that she had been
forced to live through.
“I  can’t  talk to them about it, though!,” the blonde replied in a tone that
was almost a wail, and Lapis could tell that she was barely resisting the urge
to fling her arms to the side because it would spill the ice cream all over the
place. “They won’t understand! They might do what  your  parents did and disown
me, or they might fly all the way to Delmarva to take me back to California and
send me to some Christian school and try to separate me from other LGBT people
and I’ll be absolutely  miserable!  I’m seventeen, Lapis, they can do whatever
they want with me, and I can’t do  shit  about it until August! And even then,
I’m going to need to piggyback on their financial support, so I’m stuck with
them  at least  until I have my Master’s and can get a good job and try to cut
them off for good!  If  I even have the emotional strength to cut them off at
all! They’re my  parents,  and they think people like me are freaks!”
“I know how you feel,” Lapis replied slowly, trying to judge her words before
she got them out. “But you need to know that you’re  not  stuck if you really
don’t want to be. I’m eighteen and my parents disowned me, and I’ve been doing
just fine,” she really wasn’t; she had no clue what she was going to do when
the summer started, since she wasn’t planning to jump ahead and take extra
summer classes for fear of rushing ahead of everyone she felt comfortable
around. Her three minimum wage and part time jobs weren’t really enough to pay
for even the  smallest  apartment Beach City had to offer. But she needed to be
calm and collected and try to assure Peridot of her independence. “It’s legal
for you to be emancipated from your parents’ custody at seventeen. Pretty sure
it’s that way in California, too, if they try to pull the residence card on
you, and I’m pretty sure that any court would be able to see such an
intellectual young woman as yourself as mature enough to make it on your own.”
Peridot sniffled a little, staring at her partially melted snack and stirring
it slightly with the spoon. “... I can use that to threaten them if they don’t
take my talking to them well,” she spoke slowly, as if she were thinking about
it as she went along. “And if they’re still stubborn, then… maybe I can make it
on my own by doing freelance coding. I’m… pretty good, and I can play on
sympathies pretty well, so it shouldn’t be  too  bad…”
“See? That’s the spirit,” Lapis grinned and jokingly punched her shoulder.
“... Thanks. For talking to me. And letting me tell you about everything.”
“Hey, that’s what roommates slash fuckbuddies are for,” the older freshman
proceeded to give Peridot a sloppy kiss on the cheek, and watched with glee as
her face turned bright pink and she continued grumpily shovelling ice cream
into her mouth. “I’ll be in my room working on my psych paper if you need me,
alright? Or… if you wanna try an help. Because I’m not nearly as smart as you.”
“Since when do  you  do your homework the day after it’s assigned instead of
waiting until the literal morning before class?,” Peridot gave her a look that
was both befuddled and suspicious, raising an eyebrow. Their psychology class
was one of the few they shared.
“Since I found the topic of isolation to be interesting and relevant to my
life. Don’t be an asshole,” Lapis mocked offense, but quickly toned it down
again. “But seriously, come and get me if you need anything.”
“Will do.”
Chapter End Notes
     Love u Peri <3
     There will be two or three chapters in a row with sex after this I
     promise
***** Day Four - Tuesday Evening, The Second Time *****
Chapter Summary
     Getting eaten out is the finest form of stress relief. (Sexual
     content)
Chapter Notes
     I'm surprised I managed to get myself to write this today tbh
     This was originally going to be ch3 to tell me if there are any
     continuity errors and i will fix them immediately
Lapis sighed heavily as she kicked open the door to the dorm she shared with
Peridot, discarding her backpack to the side with only the slightest bit of
concern for her laptop and phone inside. She had just finished sitting through
two three hour classes in a row, both of them having a pop quiz to suffer
through and probably fail, and she was a terrifying amalgamation of exhausted
and stressed out. Most days, she would have made a beeline for her bedroom to
burrow under her covers and sleep the rest of Tuesday away, but for the moment
the furthest she could make was the couch. With a loud and dramatic groan, she
flopped onto the piece of furniture so that she was laying on her back –
finally being permitted to rest was enough to make her sigh happily and close
her eyes, able to relax at long last. Hell, she was probably going to have to
sleep through the rest of the week to recover – and probably suffer a serious
buff to her algebra grade as a result of that. Ugh, she was starting to really
wish that she had skipped a couple of years between graduating high school and
going to college – she was going into a fuckton of debt even with her jobs, and
for what? A whole fucking lot of stress and being allowed to party without
judgment.
 Her eyes drifted shut, and she felt herself sink into a nap... or, well, she
thought so until the door opened and her roommate dove on top of her. Lapis
grunted, opening her eyes again to glare as Peridot nestled her face into her
chest. “You couldn't have just asked me to get up and scoot over?,” she asked
in a tone that hopefully conveyed more annoyance than she actually felt,
shifting to prop herself up on her elbows. The shorter freshman didn't budge.
Damn, she was lucky that she was cute and Lapis was exhausted, or she might
have had to deck her right in her cute little pissed off face – but Peridot was
adorable and Lapis was too tired to be in the mood for violence. “I'm sure it
would've been easier for both of us if you'd just asked me to move and then
laid down on my lap or something. You're heavier than you look. You could've
crushed me like a fucking grape or something.”
 “Nuh,” was her muffled response before she shifted so that she could look
Lapis in the eye. “You looked comfy. I was wrong. You're basically a bunch of
skin and bones. Your boobs are the only part of you that are even remotely
soft,” Peridot grumbled, but didn't seem to really have any heat behind her
words, because she just snuggled up to the older girl even tighter. If it had
been anyone but her roommate trying to smother her in affection, then she
probably would have tossed her off and stormed off to her room – but it was
Peridot, so she didn't mind all that much. But hell if she wasn't going to
pretend to; like the blonde had just said, she wasn't soft.
“Says the one who is a four foot eleven ball of pudge and lovableness.” Lapis
lightly shifted to poke the other girls' stomach to prove her statement.
“You've been in a state of nothing but softness for your entire life. I've seen
pictures of you as a chubby wittle baby in that scrapbook your mom sent you off
with. I don't think you know how to tell when something that isn't as soft as
you is soft,” she spoke in a teasing tone.
 Peridot blushed and stuck her tongue out, then went back to just snuggling
against her. Silence passed between them for a few minutes, and Lapis began
drifting into another nap – until, of course, the younger freshman spoke again.
“I've had a hard day, 'n it looks like you have too, so I was thinking that we
could, um... have sex again? I mean, you didn't get to get any when we did it
on Saturday, so, if you want to, I think you deserve it.”
Lapis sat up completely, raising an eyebrow and tilting her head. “... Only if
you want to,” she finally replied, though internally she was already looking
forward to it a bit. She really could use the stress relief, and it had been a
while since she'd gotten any sort of sexual pleasure – she didn't care much for
masturbating, and she'd just been too busy to build anything up enough to get
to that point. She had enjoyed getting Peridot off, sure, but internally she
had been itching to have something happen to her since then... still, she
didn't want the other girl to feel obligated to do anything that she didn't
want to do. It would've been a dick move to just assume.
“I do want to,” the blonde assured her, nodding vigorously in such an
enthusiastic way that Lapis felt like giggling. “I wouldn't have offered if I
didn't! But, um, most of my experience comes from Saturday night and
fanfiction, so if I... do something wrong, you need to let me know,” she was
talking a little quickly, apparently out of nervous habit, and the older girl
thought it was adorable – but at the same time, she was getting kind of
impatient, so she gently occupied her lips with her own. That shut the shorter
girl up efficiently.
When she pulled back, it was to reply calmly. “I'm sure you won't screw
anything up, but if I do end up feeling uncomfortable at any point, I won't
hesitate to let you know. I promise. And you need to do the same for me – if
you don't feel comfortable with continuing forward, if you want to stop for any
reason at all – doesn't matter what the reason is, there's no such thing as a
stupid one – you need to tell me and we'll stop. No questions asked.”
Peridot nodded in agreement and quickly initiated another kiss, tilting her
head slightly almost immediately to deepen it. Lapis melted into the contact,
closing her eyes and wrapping her arms around the younger girl's waist. She
figured there was no harm in being the submissive and cooperative one this time
around – she had only dominated the previous time because she felt she had to.
They were still figuring this out, figuring each other out, and it was probably
best if they tested the waters a bit. Dabbled in different positions and
different roles. This was probably going to be a regular thing, after all, so
it wasn't like they were going to miss out on anything by changing things up a
bit.
The older girl was not broken out of her daze when her roommate pulled back a
bit in order to tug on the bottom of her shirt; if anything, she was sent
further into it as she broke the kiss in order to allow the shorter of the two
to pull the piece of clothing off over her head. Peridot laid little kisses and
pecks all along her neck and jawline, and Lapis allowed it; it felt... more
than wonderful, and she tilted her head to allow better access. The younger
freshman sucked on the flesh a little every time she bit, now, so hickeys would
be created in her wake; at the moment, Lapis didn't care all that much, even
though most of her clothing exposed quite a bit of her upper half. She was not
ashamed of her sexuality, and anyone that felt like trying to tell her how to
live her life or how to cover up her body was just begging for a nice kick to
the gut in her eyes.
Peridot proceeded to nip lightly at her collarbone and trail downwards towards
her chest. Without missing a beat, Lapis reached around to unclasp her bra and
toss it to the side next to her shirt. This proved beneficial to their current
activity, because the younger girl didn't need to waste any time with trying to
declothe her, and could instead just go straight to giving attention to the
freshly exposed pockets of fat. The black and blue haired girl gasped softly
with every bite provided to sensitive skin, and even moaned a bit when Peridot
made the decision to lick across one nipple. Her breasts were one of the most
sensitive and easy to stimulate parts of her body, and she was becoming more
turned on with every second that this continued. She was on cloud nine.
Her back arched slightly, eyes drifting shut, when Peridot took one pert nipple
in her teeth and tugged lightly. A soft and guttural moan left her, leg muscles
twitching ever so slightly, and eventually the blonde quit biting down and just
started peppering soft kisses all over Lapis' chest. The older girl couldn't
help but giggle slightly, though that turned into a gasp when the younger
started trailing the most gentle pecks imaginable down her stomach and then
stopping just below her navel.
Lapis willingly went along with any motion that Peridot decided to make; in
this case, the blonde slipping off the couch and sitting on the ground. She
permitted the tight skinny jeans to be tugged off her legs, even wriggling a
little to allow the clothing to slip off more easily, and enthusiastically
cooperated with the blonde removing her panties and resting her thighs on her
shoulder. The taller girl leaned back slightly, but not to an uncomfortable
level, bracing herself... and then was a little bit frustrated when what she
was expecting did not come immediately. Glancing down, she saw that green eyes
were peering up at her expectantly, and the combination of the view of Peridot
between her legs and the hot breath occasionally hitting her arousal was almost
torture. “You okay to continue?,” she asked, and the older girl was only
vaguely able to appreciate that the reason to stop was at least to make her
reaffirm her consent. Most of her was just impatient to keep going.
But she could tell that her roommate wasn't going to continue even a little bit
unless she verbalized that she was perfectly fine, so she did respond, albeit
in a tone that might have been a little snippish. “Yes! Just hurry up,
please!,” she demanded, trying with all her might not to squirm or grab onto
the other's blonde hair and force her face where she needed it. She knew that
she probably looked desperate, but she was beyond caring. She was desperate, to
hell with pretending not to be. “Please,” she repeated in a tone that was
hopefully more polite, albeit more pleading as well.
Peridot might have nodded had she not been currently otherwise occupied, but
Lapis didn't really care – it was a relief when she felt the other drag her
tongue up her slit. She let out a shaky moan and reached to hook her hands in
chopped short locks, closing her eyes and allowing her hips and feet to twitch.
The younger girl started rubbing little circles against her clit with her
tongue, and the older was almost overwhelmed with pleasure, gasping and
wheezing softly; she became almost incomprehensible when thin lips wrapped
around the sensitive bundle of nerves and started suckling gently. Jesus, how
was Peridot so good at this if she was so inexperienced...
Lapis was already so close to the edge by the time the younger girl slipped her
tongue inside that her climax was almost immediate, back arching and thighs
clenching harshly as her vision went white and intense shockwaves of pleasure
ran up and down her spine. Thin hands gripped choppy blonde hair in a
surprisingly strong grip, and she was grateful for Peridot helping her through
her orgasm with long and meaningful licks. By the time she came down from her
high, she was hunched over and panting softly, though the moment she had
recovered enough the first thing to come to mind was Peridot; she yanked her up
and carefully reached to touch her groin, but froze when her wrist was grabbed
and the younger girl shook her head slightly.
The taller of the two withdrew without much hesitation, opting instead to twist
in order to lay on her back on the couch and finish catching her breath. “...
Sorry,” she apologized as soon as the dull fuzz that was occupying most of her
body faded enough to let her speak. “I just assumed you would want me to return
the favor. I'm really, really sorry.”
“'s okay,” Peridot replied with a shrug, getting up to collect her clothes from
where they lay discarded on the ground. “I have homework to finish that's due
for the class I have tomorrow. Otherwise I would've been all for it, really.
And you look like you seriously need some rest, so I figured I'd let you do
that while I work on school stuff,” Once she had collected the last article of
clothing, she turned back to her and tilted her head. “I'm gonna take this
stuff down to the laundry room for you. Want me to grab anything from the
cafeteria or something.”
“Nah,” Lapis yawned, stretching slightly. “I'll probably be passed out by the
time you get back. If I am and I'm still naked, it would be really nice if
you'd put a blanket or something on me, though.”
“Gotcha.”
Peridot left the dorm with a salute, and the older girl drifted into the
darkness of unconsciousness almost as soon as the lock on the door clicked.
 
***** Day Five - Wednesday, Midnight Sex and Feelings *****
Chapter Summary
     Exactly as the chapter title suggests. (Sexual content)
Chapter Notes
     LOOK I'M DOIN IT I'M ACTUALLY GOING TO PULL THIS FIC OFF
     Next chapter will not have sexual content, last chapter will
On Wednesday night, they slept in the same bed.
Lapis was the big spoon, because she had insisted that Peridot was just too
small to spoon her. The younger girl had gone along with it, pretending to be
inconvenienced but really fine with it so long as they were together and in
close contact with one another. The blonde would vehemently deny it if asked,
but her romantic feelings for her roommate had intensified greatly because of
their sexual relations, and she had found herself longing endlessly to be in
close contact with Lapis – Lapis, Lapis, Lapis, always on her mind when she
found herself daydreaming. Sometimes in a dirty sense, remembering the noises
she made or the way her fingers felt inside of her. Sometimes in a calmer and
more adoring sense, imagining what the future would be like when they wound up
together.
If they wound up together. As much as it hurt, she was still sticking
stubbornly to her statement and not taking on an actual girlfriend with a label
until she worked up the nerve to come out to her parents. She was worried that
the girl holding her close might grow tired of her by then, because it was
bound to take her quite a long time – she really, truly hoped not... she was
going to have to hurry up and get it over with sometime soon, whether she liked
it or not... it wasn't fair to her parents that she was holding something so
major from them, and it certainly wasn't fair to Lapis to promise that she
would do it and they could be together but then never actually get around to
it. Holy shit, she was probably causing a lot of hurt, and nothing made her
feel like more of a crummy person...
The blonde was torn out of her thoughts when she felt a hand creep up her thigh
– she didn't mind it, per se, but she'd thought that Lapis was asleep, so she
was more startled than anything. Still, she leaned into the touch slightly,
resisting the urge to turn around and curl up against Lapis' chest instead of
laying with her back facing her. A soft and gentle kiss was pressed to the back
of her neck, and she shivered slightly. “Can I touch you?,” the older girl
asked, and Peridot was kind of impressed that she was still finding it in her
to ask permission with a voice so slurred and made clumsy by sleep.
“Yeah,” she responded, equally quietly but a little more awake; she gasped
softly when a single thin finger stroked up her slit through her panties.
Surprisingly, she found herself getting turned on quite easily, becoming wetter
as she felt the other feel her up. This was... strangely more peaceful than the
other two times they had done anything like this, and Peridot enjoyed it
immensely – the hush of the night and the quiet sleepiness laying over them
made things feel like a dream. And maybe this wasa wet dream, and she would
wake up embarrassingly aroused. She hoped not... and this was too clear to be a
figment of her late night and subconscious imagination anyway.
Lapis slipped her hand into her panties in order to gently stroke her folds
directly, and Peridot moaned slightly despite herself. Honestly, she had no
clue how she was getting just as turned on as she had when the other was
kissing and biting all along her body – maybe her mind was just too tired to
let her body be picky. She was alright with that, this felt nice... fuck, maybe
a little more than nice.
Her roommate's spare hand drifted up her shirt and under it in order to let her
fingers lightly pinch and squeeze at one of her full breasts, and Peridot
moaned again. A burning sensation was building in her gut along with some
pressure, slowly but surely. She was kind of surprised that she was already
being worked towards an orgasm despite barely starting, but hell, she wasn't
going to fight it. Maybe Lapis just knew her well enough by now to know how to
get her worked up – and she wouldn't doubt it, considering the older girl's
photographic memory.
A finger was slipped inside of her, and she gasped softly. Lapis waited a
moment and didn't speak, but it was clear enough what she wanted in order to
continue what she had been doing. “P-please,” was all the smaller girl could
manage, a bit too worked up and desperate to form anything but the desperate
plea. “Keep going. Please. I want it. I really, really do, please keep going,”
she babbled, not really thinking on keeping herself from being an
embarrassment. Hell, she would flat out beg if that was what the older girl
needed to continue what she was doing.
Luckily, that wasn't the case, because as soon as Peridot had communicated that
she was more than okay with continuing, Lapis began thrusting her finger in and
out of her slick heat. The blonde let out a soft and whiny moan, leaning her
head back to rest against the older girl's throat as her pussy was worked. Her
roommate took advantage of her open mouth by quietly and shyly putting two
fingers inside, and the blonde's response was almost embarrassingly
enthusiastic as she began eagerly sucking on the digits offered to her. Her
eyes fluttered shut as she was worked until she was more wide open and ready
than before, and a second finger joined the first inside of her.
Peridot let out a loud and exaggerated moan, hips bucking forward slightly into
the extra contact. Lapis responded by working slowly, but in a pace that could
almost be described as passionate, lightly pressing kisses against the top of
the younger girl's head. Once she got used to the fit and the older girl could
begin working her pace up again, Lapis started lightly scissoring her fingers
and forcing her more open, and the blonde was babbling incoherently – a
complete mess, honestly.
The taller girl removed her fingers from her mouth and apparently wiped them on
something, because when her hand went back to toying with her breast it was
dry. Eventually she managed to slip a third finger into Peridot's heat – that
was a new record for her; even when she was taking care of herself she had
never managed to fit three. The squeeze was... almost painful, but in a
delightful sort of way that she didn't mind whatsoever. Her back arched, and
Lapis moved slowly – thank the stars that she was being considerate towards
Peridot's wellbeing, but damn it, she needed more...
The older of the two hooked her fingers against something sensitive inside of
her, and she had been wound up tightly enough that it was all it took to shoot
her over the edge with a cry that might have been Lapis' name. Her muscles
spasmed, neck arching slightly, and she found herself almost unable to breathe.
The older girl milked her through it, removing two of her fingers in order to
gently stroke her inner walls and help her through the orgasm cooperatively.
When she came down from the high, the older girl withdrew completely, but she
was having none of that. She rolled so that they were flipped over, Peridot on
top of Lapis with one knee between her legs – she could tell that her roommate
was absolutely soaked and needy, but still, the startled expression on her face
was enough to make her wait. “Can I take care of you now?,” she asked, face
burning bright red as she forced the question out – this was the first time
that they were going into a round two, and being fresh off her orgasm with a
limited amount of adrenaline still coursing through her veins, the blonde was
exceedingly flustered.
“Yeah,” the taller girl replied, looking at her like this was almost too good
to be true and cooperatively spreading her legs. She only wore a nightshirt and
panties to bed, and pressing her knee against the other's crotch, Peridot was
almost surprised by how warm she felt... she must have been close without even
having to do anything. Lapis had gotten off to making her orgasm, and she
wasn't sure if she was more pleased or embarrassed by that.
She yanked the older girl up so that she was sitting on her knee, and said
roommate made a guttural sound at the pressure supplied to her arousal and her
clit. Lapis ground against the surface provided to her, and for a little while
all Peridot could do was hold tightly onto her sides and watch in awe as she
moaned and panted and twitched against her, slender arms going around her back
to bunch the fabric of her green shirt up in her hands as she pleasured herself
against the blonde's knee. Peridot was... simply awestruck. Lapis was
beautiful. Absolutely beautiful, especially when she was like that, and the
younger freshman had absolutely no clue how she had gotten so lucky as to be
the one of the people to do things like this with her. It was... overwhelming,
but she eventually broke out of it.
The blonde lifted the powder blue shirt off her partner, and Lapis let go and
held her arms up to allow it. Her tanned olive skin was covered in a fine sheen
of sweat, and even in the darkness Peridot could make out all of her freckles
in the moonlight. Holy shit. Holy shitam I gay, she thought to herself, blush
growing several shades deeper as she shifted forward to pepper kisses along the
older girl's collarbone. Lapis arched into her touch, releasing small high
pitched noises.
Peridot trailed her lips down to her chest and took one perky little nipple
between her lips, rolling the nub with her tongue experimentally. The older
girl let out a noise that was an odd cross between a wail and a moan, and the
younger was able to deduce rather easily that this part of her partner's body
was especially sensitive and pleasurable. So she took the nip between her
teeth, using her hand to toy with the opposite breast and cycling evenly
between nibbling on the little protrusion and sucking lightly on it instead.
It didn't take long for Lapis to climax after she started working with the
tiddy, back arching and a long and strangled cry leaving her lips. She ground
against Peridot's leg with more force than before, and the younger girl let
her, gently holding her close as she did so. When she finished, she just leaned
against her, spent and panting and apparently just wanting snuggles.
Peridot just wanted snuggles as well, so she was a hundred percent for that. “I
love you,” she wanted to say, but refrained due to the complicated nature of
their relationship – would she look like she was coming on too strong for
proclaiming the true extend of her feelings? It was because of having to hold
herself back in such a way that she felt like crying, like burying her face in
the older girl's shirt and bawling like a baby that had just been denied a
cookie before dinner. So that was what she did, hiding her face in Lapis'
shoulder and letting the tears that had been threatening to spill come out.
The older freshman's concern could be felt rather than seen, because she just
held her close and rocked her soothingly, murmuring little reassuring things
and letting her cry it out. Peridot was grateful for that – grateful for her.
She didn't know what she had done to deserve someone so understanding and close
to her, but she supposed that whatever god existed must not hate her like she'd
assumed so many times. After all, if it did, why would it have let her have
someone so amazing as Lapis Lazuli in her life? … To hurt her, maybe, because
the dull ache in her chest was some of the worst pain she'd felt.
“Peri? What's wrong? I can't help you if you don't tell me what's wrong,” the
older girl was speaking softly in a voice that was on the border of worried and
panicked. “Just breathe, okay? It's okay. You're safe. I'm sorry if I did
something wrong or something that hurt you. Just tell me what's wrong and I'll
do my best to help. Here – follow along with my breathing, okay?”
She did exactly that, keeping her eyes trained on Lapis as the other freshman
guided her through even and calming breaths. It calmed her down enough to make
her stop crying, at least, but it didn't do anything to diminish the guilt that
had piled up in her chest. Peridot sniffled pathetically, feeling a bit
embarrassed about her outburst, but Lapis sat calmly and waited for her to
explain herself.
“I love you,” she finally confessed between light hiccups that her sobs had
left her with. “And I'm tired of pretending not to. I wanna be more than just
friends with benefits, I wanna be girlfriends and I wanna feel assured that
we'll be together for a long time and I wanna get over my fear of my parents –
I – I want to just have a normal relationship. Is... is that okay? Can we be
girlfriends? Do you want to be my girlfriend?,” Green eyes gave Lapis a look
that probably laid on the border between pathetic and pleading, and the look on
the older girl's face seemed to be a cross between shock and... glee? Or was it
confusion? Either way, it wasn't a look of disdain, at least.
“... I love you too. And yes, I want to be your girlfriend,” Lapis responded
slowly, as if weighing her words before she spoke them – still, Peridot had
known her long enough to know when she was lying, and at the moment she was
not. “If... you want, I'll help you come out to your parents. You can introduce
me as your girlfriend. And I'll be sitting by you and holding your hand for
emotional support. You're not... you're not alone, I promise. I've... kind of
been beating down romantic feelings for you the last six months, but I...
thought that sex was the best that I could get, so it's what I settled for. Not
that... it hasn't been good, I just...”
Peridot had heard enough, so she went with the most classic method available of
shutting her up and connected their lips in a kiss that was more meaningful
than the ones they had shared before. Lapis sighed through her nose and wrapped
her arms around her, moving her lips along – much to the younger freshman's
delight. Now that the emotional baggage was out of the way, though, she was
exhausted, and it probably would have been good for both of them to get sleep,
so she pulled away. “We can talk to them in the morning, but right now, I
really just want to get some shuteye.”
“Same...”
So they laid down, resuming the comfortable and warm spooning position that
they had been in before they started getting frisky, and Peridot allowed
herself to drift into darkness at last.
 
***** Day Six - Thursday, Facing Her Fear *****
Chapter Summary
     Peridot finally comes out to her mother, and it doesn't go quite as
     well as hoped.
Chapter Notes
     I'M NOT HAPPY WITH THIS CHAPTER JUST TAKE IT (No sexual content this
     time)
“How did you get into a fight during  algebra class?”
Peridot’s voice made it clear how appalled she was as she gently held a cold
washcloth to the cut on Lapis’ lip. She hissed slightly and recoiled from the
sting, but gave her girlfriend a sheepish smile - admittedly, getting into a
fistfight during class, getting kicked out of the lecture hall for the rest of
the class period, and getting her face bruised and cut might not have been the
best decision on the day that she was supposed to meet and make a good
impression on the younger girl’s parents. But there was no way she could turn
back time, and it could be a good thing. Maybe. If she pushed it.
“I needed help, and the asshole behind me said something about me being too
stupid to go into oceanography if I couldn’t do such a  simple  problem and had
to ask the teacher for help, so I decked him,” the older girl replied, as
though the solution had been a very clear one. She wasn’t usually one for
violence over just mental torment, but she had been in a bad mood at the time,
and taking out her aggression on a sexist douche was really the only option she
had been willing to carry out.
“We are  not  Skyping my parents with you looking like you got into a bar
fight,” Peridot grumbled, gently dabbing at the cut until she was satisfied and
then moving the cloth to treat Lapis’ eye, which had been swollen shut and
blackened by one of the few hits that had actually hit her. “They’ll think
you’re some sort of gangster ruffian. Christ’s sake, Lap, it’s  Thursday
afternoon.  Nobody goes out getting into fights until  at least  Friday night,
and even then it would be pushing it a little.”
“I  don’t  look like I got into a bar fight! I would be a lot more beat up if I
did, because I wouldn’t have been able to dodge hits as well if I was wasted,”
the older girl protested, but her roommate didn’t look all that convinced.
“Besides, we can just say that some guy tried to grab you so I fought him and
beat his face in. Bruises make me look  tough.  They’ll be comforted by my
willingness to risk life and limb to protect you,” Lapis gave her girlfriend a
grin, and received an unamused glare in response.
“I’m not going to  lie  to them, but fine… at least try not to be so…  crass
about it when you’re trying to explain why the fuck your face is all bruised
and your lip is almost split, okay?,” Peridot responded tiredly, putting the
washcloth to the side in order to give her a kiss on the forehead. Lapis was
both relieved and smug that the younger girl hadn’t gotten mad at her - she
could have a bit of a temper when she was stressed, and the taller freshman
knew that, and it was an accomplishment to an almost ridiculous extent that she
could sidestep a temper tantrum just by being herself. “Act demure and ashamed.
Like you feel bad that your ladylike exterior hath been blemished so
thoroughly.”
Lapis made a sound that bordered on disgusted, recoiling away from Peridot and
putting a hand on her chest in mock offense. “Am I seriously going to have to
pretend to be  ladylike?  Peri, you of all people should know that is the exact
opposite  of being myself,” she responded in an overly dramatic tone, like she
was appalled and horrified - but she did drop it quite quickly. She  was  a
pretty quiet person and could be fairly non-confrontational, but she really
didn’t think that fibbing was wise. “But seriously, I don’t know if it’s a good
idea to lie to them about what I’m like. It’d be super easy for me to slip up
sometime and give away the whole cover and then you’ll be in huge trouble for
getting me to lie.”
“I don’t know if they’ll come even  close  to accepting you otherwise,” the
younger girl sighed sadly and leaned on her heavily - Lapis allowed it, gently
wrapping her arms around her. “Try to think of it as… not lying about who you
are, but, I dunno, putting on a play where you just have to be a more toned
down version of yourself. You like acting, right?”
“ Peri, ” Lapis pronounced the nickname slowly, making her disapproval clear.
“I’m serious. I’ve seen people try to pretend to be someone they’re not and
have it come back to smack them in the face. Not to mention ‘liar revealed’ is
only the most common trope to ever hit animated movies. Have you  never  seen a
Dreamworks movie?,” She carefully put her hands on Peridot’s shoulders and
pushed her away to arms’ length so she could make eye contact as she spoke.
“And I  do  like acting, but not when I have to do it to maintain some part of
my personal life. So… nah, not right now.”
The younger girl gave her a pleading look, and though she tried to avoid
getting persuaded, she eventually sighed and gave in. “Fine. But I’m only
keeping it up until the bruises heal. Once my  beautiful  face has recovered,
they’re going to have to deal with the real me. Bad temper, complete lack of
being ladylike, horrible mental health, the  whoooooole  package,” She poked
the younger girl’s stomach as if to prove her point, and Peridot grumbled and
batted her hand away.
“Alright, fine. I told my mother I would call her at six - my dad is the more
relaxed and accepting one, but he’s at work, so we have to deal with the horror
that is Yellow Diamond,” She shuddered slightly. “She’s not much of one for
objecting to relationships openly, but she’s friends with this one chick - Blue
Diamanta, or something like that - who picketed the first gay wedding in
Delmarva with a whole group of angry protesters. So if you wanna go with, I
dunno, judgement by association, she’s pretty much one of the worse kinds of
homophobes that are around.”
Lapis bit her lip and wrung her hands in her lap - yeah, she knew the story of
the picketed wedding, and for very good reason, too. “Uh-huh. Blue Diamanta is
my mother. I was three when that protest happened, and she carried me along
with her to show me what would happen if I turned out to be gay. All that
really accomplished was planting the thought in my head that I might like
girls,” she chuckled nervously, running a hand through her hair. “So… maybe
telling her that I’m Blue’s daughter will make her a little bit more accepting?
Or maybe it will just achieve her thinking that I’ve tainted you. ‘Cause when I
came out to my parents, they thought the girl I had been dating at a time
tainted me and bewitched me into thinking I’m gay,” Either way, though, it was
always a bit funny and bittersweet to see horrifically homophobic people
winding up with lesbian daughters. That dated each other. Lapis wanted to laugh
at it, but not in a very happy way - she’d have to have a serious talk with the
next ‘ally’ she heard say that they hoped homophobic people had gay children.
“‘Hey, Mom, this is Lapis Lazuli. Blue Diamanta’s daughter. My girlfriend. I’m
gay. Sorry about the serious irony,’” Peridot spoke in a voice that was almost
comically serious, as if she was rehearsing what she was going to say to her
parent, though it was clear she was joking and most definitely not going to say
anything worded quite like that. “It’s five fifty five, so if there’s anything
you wanna do with your appearance before six, I would suggest doing it now. She
doesn’t like it when people are late or behind schedule. I’ve seen her fire a
guy for clocking in ten seconds late.”
“Jesus,” Lapis responded with a shudder. “I guess it’s a good thing I keep
scrunchies in my pocket wherever I go, then, because I don’t know if I want her
to see the blue in my hair if I’m supposed to be looking  proper  or whatever,”
She pulled said hair item out of her pocket as she spoke and tied her hair back
easily, effectively hiding the blue tips. “‘Kay, I’m ready.”
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“I’m glad to see that you’ve found a nice gal pal, Peridot, and I’m ecstatic
that she’s the daughter of one of my friends, but you really ought to use a
better term than  girlfriend  when you refer to her. People will think you’re
gay, and I wouldn’t even want that to be a  rumor  being passed around.
Especially considering she appears to be… one for fighting, judging by the
bruises on her face,” the blonde woman whose pixelated image appeared on
Peridot’s computer screen spoke in a tone devoid of any emotion. They had been
in the video call for all of five minutes, and Lapis already had the
overwhelming urge to punch Yellow Diamond in the face - partially because she
spoke in such a business like and dismissive tone to her only daughter,
partially because she was being so thoroughly heteronormative, partially
because she had just  insulted  her as if she wasn’t even there, and mostly
because she had used the term  gal pals.
Peridot had been about to respond - the poor thing was even paler than she
usually was, shaking like a leaf and holding onto Lapis’ hand with a grip that
threatened to crush all twenty seven bones. The older girl wanted nothing more
than to kiss the anxiety away, but she knew that it didn’t work like that, and
she also knew that she couldn’t do so with the other’s mother right before
them. Her aggravation grew massively when the blonde woman on the screen
decided not to let her daughter speak, choosing instead to spew more fuckery
out of her mouth.
“And that doesn’t explain why you hung up so quickly on Monday. We were having
a pleasant conversation, and your father and I both think that it was very rude
of you to behave in such a way. We were hoping that college would help you be
less childish, but I suppose it hasn’t - it must be that LGBT building you were
talking about stunting your growth. I’ll be happy to buy a plane ticket for you
to come home and take care of all of the funds and transitions you’ll need to
change to that school I was telling you about before the semester is over -,”
Lapis had been about to interrupt, but the smaller freshman at her side
interjected with a quick and loud “no” before she had the chance to. A bit
startled, she turned to Peridot to watch and see what she was about to do -
nervousness seemed to have been replaced by horror and anger, judging by the
look on her face. “Mother, I call her my girlfriend because she  is  my
girlfriend! We’re dating! And I hung up so suddenly on Monday because I was in
a panic about the things you were saying about gay people! I  am  gay! I’ve
known since I was twelve! And I probably should have told you sooner, but I was
scared that you would react badly because you’re always talking about how
homosexuality is a sin and you always complain about it when gay people come on
the television!,” She gripped Lapis’ hand even tighter, and she was a bit
surprised that had even been possible. “I’ve been in the closet for five years
because you’re such a homophobic  clod!  I’ve been  miserable  because of you!”
Silence followed on the other end for several seconds, and Lapis didn’t need to
be a psychology genius to know that it was an angry one - Yellow Diamond’s face
was set into a scowl, and she looked to be moments away from losing her temper
and blowing up. Still, when she spoke, her voice had the same eerie calmness of
a mother reprimanding her unruly child, and the older freshman could tell that
all nerves had left Peridot by then based on the way she tensed against her.
“Peridot -”
“Bye!,” the blonde squeaked fearfully and quickly hit the hang up button on the
video call, slamming her laptop screen shut shortly after it with enough force
to make Lapis worry that it had been cracked. She barely had time to react at
all before the younger girl has climbed into her lap and hide her face in her
shirt, gripping the fabric covering her back tightly and shaking violently. The
older of the two gently wrapped her thin arms around her girlfriend, anger
growing by the second - how badly had Peridot been hurt in the past for just
that simple tone of voice to shoot her directly into panic mode?
Lapis was going to kick Yellow Diamond’s ass one day. She knew that it probably
wouldn’t happen, but it made her feel a little better about how little control
she had over the current situation to imagine it. “It’s okay, Peri,” she
comforted softly, gently resting her chin on the top of her girlfriend’s head.
“You did it. It’s over, you got it over with, and you did good. I’m right here.
I’m here with you, and everything is fine, I promise. It’s over. It’s all over
now. You’re out of the closet. And I’m proud.”
It took a little while for Peridot to stop shaking and calm down enough to pull
back and look her in the eyes, and when she did… the look in her green orbs was
tired enough to make Lapis excessively sad. She sighed and planted a soft kiss
on the younger girl’s cheek. “... I can’t believe I just did that,” was what
the blonde finally said when she worked up the energy to speak, letting her
head thud back against Lapis’ chest with a soft thud. “I just came out and
called my mother a clod. To her face.”
“And aren’t you proud of yourself?,” Lapis tried, using one hand to gently comb
through choppy blonde locks and the other to keep a hold on her. “I mean, it’s
gotta feel good. I know that when I came out, even though I’d been promised I’d
be disowned, I really felt good. Like I could breathe again. Might not be the
same for you, but, y’know, it’s gotta feel at least a  little  good,” It  had
to. Peridot deserved that much after the courage she had just forced herself to
wrench up.
“Maybe a little,” the younger girl admitted, though she only shrugged to back
her statement. “Right now, though, I’m mostly… tired. And in shock. I think I
need a nap. And I don’t feel like doing any of my homework, even if I’ll
probably forget about it later and get a dropped grade.”
“I don’t blame you,” was all Lapis said in return. “I think you could use a
nap. I’ll remind you to do your homework when you wake up, I promise.”
“You’re a life-saver…”
“Only for you. And only because you’re cute and I like you.”
***** Day Seven - Friday Night, The Conclusion *****
Chapter Notes
     WOO I PULLED IT OFF HOLY SHIT. I might do something like this again
     someday in the future? Maybe over the summer because god knows I
     can't do it again in the middle of the school year.
     Also I suggest this app because it got me to write 2000 words in 20
     minutes by keeping me from getting distracted: https://
     writersblock.io/
Peridot flopped onto Lapis with a groan, resting her chin on the older
freshman's chest and relaxing into a laying position. The older girl blinked
open her eyes to glance her over, evidently searching for any way in which the
blonde might have needed help - and upon finding that Peridot was just being a
drama queen, simply flopped her head back onto the couch. The blonde wasn't
very pleased with this lack of attention, and decided to communicate this by
groaning. Her girlfriend was stubborn about it for a little while -
understandably, considering it was a Friday evening and the exhausting work and
school week was finally over, but Peridot knew what she wanted and she would
frustrate the living hell out of Lapis if she really needed to.
She didn't need to do that very long, apparently, because the older girl
eventually did give in and shift onto her elbows. "Honestly, Peridot, it's been
a long week," she spoke slowly, as if it was something difficult for the blonde
to understand or she was a tired mother trying to explain something to her
rowdy and stupid daughter. "Unless it's really, really important, I don't want
to be bothered."
"It is important!," the younger of the two protested, giving her girlfriend a
pout. "And like you said, it's been a long week, so I think we both need it
anyway," she sat up so that she was sitting in Lapis' lap and tugged the older
girl with her, resting her hands on her shoulders. "Do you wanna have sex? I
mean, we might have to move to the bed, because doing the do on the couch isn't
exactly ideal, but I would really appreciate it if you wanted to."
Lapis looked her over for a moment, then sighed heavily as if the younger girl
was a spoiled brat that needed to learn where the line was sometime - but
Peridot knew her well enough to be aware that she was actually pretty eager.
She wouldn't be going along with things if she wasn't; she'd be rejecting her
quite loudly and clearly. "Alright, fine," she finally replied, then slid off
the couch, lifting Peridot off her feet and carrying her bridal style with
surprising strength to her bedroom - of course, that room had become the
default for both of them recently. Mostly because the bed was a bit bigger than
the one in Peridot's room.
The blonde cooperated with a smug look on her face as she was laid down on the
bed, Lapis kneeling over her and leaning forward in order to press their lips
together in a kiss. Peridot returned the contact eagerly and almost hungrily,
tilting her head a bit to make it easier for both of them. She jolted a bit
when she felt a warm tongue prodding against her lips, but allowed entrance to
her mouth with a sigh, shivering when she felt Lapis' tongue explore the new
space.
The kiss was broken out of, and the younger girl couldn't help but whine
slightly, not entirely satisfied with how long it had lasted - but she couldn't
complain long, because soon she felt thin but perfect lips against her jawline
and exploring down her neck, occasionally nipping at the soft skin there. She
wrapped her arms around the taller girl's skinny middle, moaning softly when an
especially strong bite was supplied to the base of her neck. Lapis lightly
suckled at the flesh she had just bitten into - fuck, that would definitely
leave a mark. "That'll show!," Peridot complained, squirming slightly in the
older girl's hold - when had she wrapped her arms around her waist?
"That's the idea," Lapis replied, and the blonde's face turned bright pink. "If
I didn't want it to show, then I wouldn't have done it, would I have?"
"I don't know your motives!"
She would have complained, and she knew that Lapis would apologize if she did,
but the truth was simply that she... really didn't mind. It was a little
embarrassing, sure, and would make it clear what they had been doing, but she
was slowly letting go of any shame she might have had before, and if anything
it was... nice, to have a lover that was willing to take a risk in claiming her
in such a way. Not that either of them would ever refer to it as claiming -
that implied that Peridot was an object to be owned - but they both knew that
there was a little bit of possessiveness involved when it came to giving
hickeys. Letting people know that either of them was spoken for.
Peridot would be giving Lapis more than a few as time went on, anyway. She'd
make sure to get back at her, even if the older girl seemed intent on
pleasuring her before getting any.
Lapis began unbuttoning her shirt as she kissed and licked and bit, and Peridot
wriggled a little in order to aid in the removal of the article of clothing.
The flannel was cast to the side without a care, and her girlfriend took full
advantage of newly exposed flesh to continue getting her worked up. And, god,
was she ever getting worked up as this continued.
Bites travelled further down as Lapis laid her down and began travelling down
her body, and Peridot found herself gasping and sighing slightly every time she
felt a tiny jolt of delightful pain anywhere on her flesh... especially when
they reached her chest. She didn't enjoy getting her nipples stimulated quite
as much as Lapis did, but she did get some sort of pleasure out of it, so she
allowed it to happen as the older girl peppered kisses across her chest and
lightly pinched at the nubs. The younger freshman arched slightly into the
contact with a small moan, and that seemed to satisfy Lapis enough, because the
downward journey was continued.
Skilled and nimble fingers hooked around the belt loops of her jeans and tugged
down, though Lapis had to pull up in order to study the situation when they
didn't tug right away - of course, of course her jeans were too tight to be
removed that easily. Peridot internally scolded herself for wearing them and
wriggled a little in order to try and help get them off.
"Jesus, Peridot, these are insane," Lapis commented with a slight hint of
distaste to her voice, unbuckling the button at the front of the pants and
rolling them down like that. "Why do you even own jeans this tight? It doesn't
seem like your sort of thing."
"Just shut up and get them off!," Peridot hissed in response. "I've been horny
pretty much all day and I don't feel like getting teased for my jeans when I'm
about to finally relieve some pressure."
Lapis snorted, but cooperated and was silent while she slowly, slowly peeled
off the jeans. When they were off, she made up for being a bit of an asshole by
kissing Peridot's inner thighs - yeah, that fixed things quite a bit, if it did
cause a painful throb of want in her already wet nether regions. Christ, was
she ever turned on.
Peridot had been expecting the older freshman to take off her panties, but
instead she felt soft lips press against her - with the cloth still separating
them. She gasped softly. "L-Lapis - I'm still wearing my underwear -," she
pointed out, as if her girlfriend hadn't noticed. But she had. Of course she
had – it would be pretty goddamn difficult not to realize that she was being
blocked by fabric.
"I know," Lapis pulled away slightly to respond before going back to what she
had been doing, more light kisses being supplied to the area. Peridot moaned
despite herself, hands twitching slightly at her sides. It was... almost
torturous - this was the worst kind of teasing, to finally be receiving the
contact she wanted but with a goddamn barrier in the way.
It was an immeasurable relief when the older girl finally tugged the underwear
down her legs until they rested at her knees, a kiss being supplied to her
finally bared slit. "You're wet," Lapis spoke as she pulled upwards to begin
trailing kisses back up her body, and Peridot let out a groan of frustration –
why did she feel the need to be so difficult?
"Y-yeah, maybe it's because you're torturing me like this," the younger girl
replied in a slight hiss, hips bucking upwards slightly at the empty air on
their own accord, searching for some kind of friction. She was desperate, and
she knew it. Desperate for relief and for pleasure and for Lapis.
So she was immeasurably pleased when the older girl pressed a single finger
past her entrance and into her slick heat, a cross between a whine and a moan
leaving her as her back arched. Finally, fucking finally. A quick pace was
adopted almost immediately, and Peridot groaned, relaxing as much as one could
considering the current situation and laying back to rest her head against the
pillow.
Lapis could fit a second finger inside of her fairly quickly, and the younger
girl very nearly screamed, one leg twitching slightly as her hips bucked
forward. The older freshman slowed with her movements then, making them much
deeper and less rough than before - Peridot appreciated that, which was
probably visible from the way her eyes rolled back in her head and her back
arched.
Her girlfriend lightly kissed her abdomen as she worked her cunt, and she felt
as though she might cry - everything just felt so good, so she made sure to
express that with several incomprehensible babbles and whines. More bites were
applied to her skin, which she didn't mind in the slightest - if anything, she
enjoyed it immensely, just as much as she liked getting finger fucked.
A thumb was pressed against her clit, and she came effortlessly, thighs
clenching and her vision going a bit staticky as her back arched and a long
cross between a scream and a moan made its way out of her throat. Lapis'
thrusts slowed, milking her through it and letting her get her fill until the
high finally finished and she slumped against the mattress.
She gave herself a moment to calm down, breathing heavily and her skin covered
in a fine sheen of sweat, before looking to Lapis - the older girl was watching
her patiently, almost hungrily, and trying not to fidget. Her legs were
crossed, but Peridot could see some wetness on her thighs under her skirt, so
she sat up and tilted her head. "How come I'm naked and you're still dressed?,"
she asked.
"Because you were impatient," was the simple reply, but Lapis did pull her
dress over her head and her panties off her legs, spreading her legs obediently
- albeit extremely lewdly. Peridot's face turned bright red at the sight;
Jesus, she really was soaking wet and needy... and who was Peridot to deny her
the favor being returned?
The younger girl shifted over to her, laying gentle kisses on her lower
abdomen. Lapis would probably get frustrated with a long amount of foreplay,
judging by how aroused she already was just from getting Peridot off, so the
blonde thought it best to just get to the point. She immediately slipped two
fingers into the waiting heat, and the result was... gorgeous, to put it
lightly. The older girl let out a long and guttural moan, clutching at the
sheets on either side of her.
Peridot picked up a fairly fast pace, enjoying the little squeaks and moans
that she was drawing out of Lapis. She scissored her fingers in order to open
the entrance a little further, and when she thought that the older freshman was
open enough, she pulled a fairly daring move - she squeezed two fingers inside
instead of just one. She was concerned momentarily by the tight fit that she
was presented with, but the lewd and louder moans and groans that were escaping
her girlfriend told her to keep going. Well, if the repeated pleas of “Don't
stop, don't stop” didn't do that efficiently enough.
The thrusts of her fingers were slow, mostly out of concern that she might
seriously hurt the older girl if she continued fucking her mercilessly. Lapis
was seriously soaked, as was made clear to Peridot by the fluids that were
dripping out of her pussy as she continued her pace. It was... describable as
beautiful, in a very odd and very dirty and insanely sinful way.
“Isn't this nice?,” she asked before she could stop herself – she had been
teased enough that she wanted to frustrate the living hell out of her
girlfriend, even briefly.
A bleary and blinking look was supplied to her, the older girl clearly having a
bit of trouble understanding anything through the thick haze of lust and
pleasure that she had been worked into. “Isn' wuh nice?,” she asked, having a
bit of trouble forming words. It was absolutely adorable, in Peridot's humble
opinion, though she didn't comment on it.
“Just gals being pals. We have such a wholesome friendship, don't you think?,”
she asked, picking up her pace a little. Mostly to avoid getting punched.
“I--- hhhate you--,” Lapis replied shakily, not even able to work up enough to
give her a glare. Peridot was, maybe, a bit disappointed, but she could tell
from the way the words had been pronounced that the older girl was getting
close to an orgasm. She let out a slight whimper, and that was the younger
freshman's sign to stop being an asshole and give her what she wanted, so she
leaned down to gently wrap her lips around Lapis' clit and suck slightly at the
bundle of nerves.
Lapis orgasmed with a shuddering shriek, her back arching and fists gripping at
the sheets to her sides with a very tight hold, and she had startled babbling
things that couldn't be understood aside from the occasional butchering of her
name. Peridot withdrew and carefully stroked all along her body to help her
through it – she felt oddly accomplished but also a little jealous that she had
managed to get such an intense climax out of the older girl. More intense than
hers had been, which was hardly fair... but that was fine. They had all the
time in the world, now that they were more than just friends that could get a
quick fuck out of each other on occasion. They were together. Dating.
When Lapis came down from her high, she looked absolutely spent, and that was
confirmed when she mumbled that she was probably done for the night. Peridot
could respect that without much of a problem, grabbing onto the blanket that
had been kicked to the edge of the mattress that morning – honestly, why didn't
Lapis ever make her bed – and pulling it over the both of them as she laid
down. The shorter girl wrapped her arms around her girlfriend's middle, holding
her close.
“I love you,” Lapis murmured softly, turning over and returning the embrace.
Peridot nuzzled into her chest, heaving out a content sigh.
“Oh, so youdon't hate me? I got a little worried there,” she responded, her
tone a little teasing.
“Nah, I just hate that term, and you... know it...,” she yawned deeply as she
finished her sentence, and Peridot didn't need to look up at her face to know
that she was falling asleep, but she did anyway, looking up at those dark blue
eyes, half lidded by fatigue, and that young face with a sleepy smile covering
her features. Her heart lurched in her chest slightly.
“I know. I love you too,” she replied honestly, and Lapis must have taken that
as her sign that it was okay to drift off, because within seconds her face had
gone slack and she was snoring lightly. Peridot closed her eyes to follow suit,
curling up a little closer against the older girl.
Things were fine. They could do anything they needed to do, she knew as she
drifted off into a dreamless slumber.
They would face anything.
And they would face it together.
 
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